Basic instinct

4th October 2012

The charming gardeners who make our souls bloom.

 

 

 

Just a simple question out of curiosity. How do you see friends?

 

 

 

I see them as a piece of gem that is priceless. To care and polish as we moved on. Make them shine brightly like stars. Lending shoulders to one another in times of need. Offering of listening ears and inject moments of smiles and happiness. Giving words of encouragement and standing by one another without fail.

 

 

 

That's how I see it in generic term.

 

How about you?

 

 

 

Just a random thoughts...

 

It was exam period for Kailing. I guess she must be going through a hard time juggling with work and studies. She had been burning midnight fuel frequently. I seriously worried about her health as you see, she's getting skinner. It's not easy to manage work and studies together. I've been through it and I know the tiredness. I really hoped that she's managing everything well. Kailing, take out your fighting spirits! ♥

 

# Me and Kailing @ Zouk

 

It was then, the worst nightmare happened.

 

I was rushing out, on my way to meet Kailing and Fabian @ Ion. Checking out my bag when I was on bus when my heart throbbed heavily for seconds. I was caught in a panic and I started turning my bag inside out, upside down. I stared in bewilderment into space and called Kailing with no delay.

 

I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY IC (Identification Card)

 

I knew that I was doomed for the day and they not gonna let me in.

 

Kailing and Fabian were joking about how alike my sister and I were. My sister looked rather mature and Kailing thought that it was convincing if I pose as her, using her IC (-.-)''' I was stressed out and they continued with jokes. Anyway, I called my sister to bring my card from house since she's attending the event as well.

 

Well, I entered without my IC because the bouncer assumed that it's all students. So he did not check at all. I managed to sneak in without obstruction. Whew! Cold sweat nearly broke out. I never managed to get my card from my sister, because she was apparently drunk and dead somewhere, probably singing away and grabbing her friend's arm, refusing to let go of it.

 

It was my first clubbing with Kailing. It's just so unimaginable. Weeks ago, she was private messaging me in FB, bugging me to go RMIT Bash with her. Well, I didn't expect her to be interested in that event. But anyway, I just went along with her. I did ask Sop and Jack. Unfortunately, the tickets were sold out. Sop wanted to join us, but door sales ended before 9pm.

 

#The guys

#With everyone

 

#Party Time

 

Well, Kailing and Fabian seriously has something common. They did the same faces naturally. That's called Chemistry (Something that I witnessed, but not believing).

 

#The Four Potential Models of the day

 

#Kailing and Me

 

The event lasted for quite a while before the party began. Well, you get too see hunks and babes on stage for free since they had this paegant contest going on. We had an eye opening experience though. But the live band seriously bored us out and nearly get on my nerves.

 

It was a great party except for the fact that the music was a little soft.

 

Kailing was pretty amazed by my experience with mad people. There was this funny drunk guy. Alright, I doubt he's drunk, probably high on alcohol. He kept looking at me, that's creepy and said stuffs to his friends. His friends were looking at my direction. Worst, he kept offering me Martell and kept pouring from his bottle.

 

He tried not once, not twice, but a total of 4 times. Kailing was paranoid about what he was up to. The last attempt, he was begging me to drink and help him in a game. That's when my jaw dropped. His friends were holding him back. It was funny after all.

 

# At the table

 

#With my sweet babe

 

#All the drinkers

 

#Effects flowing in

 

#At the dancefloor

 

It was not long after, when I met another mad case. There was this drunk guy, damn drunk. He was so drunk that he hardly stand straight. he was about to fall and being petite yet fat me had to hold him up. *Pant*

 

I just didn't expect myself to hold a guy up. He's definitely 20kg heavier than me. He was kind of cute actually. He thanked me and went away. Not long after, he came back and stood behind me. The creepy feeling was back again. Suddenly he lean his head on my shoulder and apologised for his rudeness minutes ago and he sounded sweet and SCARY. I too found it disturbing to have a stranger leaning on my shoulder. So I pushed him away.

 

Seemed like I had the special luck of encountering weirdos.

 

Somehow, not sure of why. I seemed to change when I club. I used to play and make friends. Surprisingly, I didn't feel like socialising and make friends for that day. There was this fear going on in me and I had no idea what that was. I was very negative and turned off when random guys approached me or stay close to me. My defense turned on naturally. (Some sort like - Ready to hit anytime). I knew that it was bad. But I had no idea, since when I developed such basic instinct. I just wanted them to back off badly.

 

#The cheerful pair

 

#Triplets

 

It was an awesome party. Hope everyone had fun that night.

 

Have a nice day.

 

Cheers,

Pzy