The ugly side

Seriously, wtf is wrong with these people claiming who-and-who to be the sweetest and kinest. When troubles knocked on the door, then they remembered those who used to be non-existence. After making use of your value, they dump you the way they crushed a piece of toilet paper. They never forget how the sweetest one left them when they are in need of help. It's just so ugly.

It's just a random rant.

Better than I know myself

Private eye

23rd June 2012

A rolling stone gathers no moss.

It's been a long time since I last saw Heiman. Well, she's known as Miyake now, but I'm just too used to calling her Heiman. It's really hard to change way of addressing someone. I got a gf called Elaine and she fashioned herself with a Jap name called Akane. Apparently, I still called her Elaine. I had been calling her that for years and it's just so hard to call her Akane now. Each time I called her real name, she would nag and remind me of her current name. Haha, I don't care. Heiman must have expected that I not gonna call her Jap name.

I want brown hair like her. I'm so envious of people who can colour their hair. It just looks so nice that I'm so tempted by the glow. My hair is just too black to be coloured. I've got no patiences to sit at a chair for hours either. I shall settle with black hair then. Sigh.

#Geeky & Heiman

This scary gf of mine got super long her and she told me that she just can't bear to snap it. Anyway, she managed to keep it neat and tidy. Well, good for her I guess. She was telling me that she wanted pink hair. Hell no, she better not dye her hair pink. I might suffer servere headache from it.

She was telling me that I got a different personality from my look. To her, I look young, but my heart is old. I'm so sad to hear that. She was saying there was an old monster growing within me. I'm neither old nor young, almost mid 20s. In fact, most of my friends fancied pink, kitties and adorable stuffs. I no longer fancied those since few years ago. My childhood had died within me. I hate pinkish objects. I can only find 1 or 2 pieces of garments in pink from my wardrobe that are free. I dont like skirts and dresses because I feel insecure in them. That sounds sad. I know. Sigh.

I'm born this way.

#Me & Heiman

This lady dressed like a Jap and made me felt like a tourist. Shake head. We had brunch @ Swensen before we parted for our next events. It was a nice meetup and we actually chatted for hours which was totally unbelievable. Shall meet up soon again ♥

Have a nice monday.

Cheers,

Pzy ♥

Unbearable heat

Another Monday blue killing the human beings on earth in S'pore with unbearable heat. Just had my lunch and headed to the nearest bus stop smelling like BBQ aftermath is terrible. My mind wasn't working right due to lack of sleep. I hadn't been sleeping well over the weekends and the feeling was terrible. My Blackberry is dying on me and I'm just so paranoid.

Few weeks ago, I dropped it into a cup of coke. You must've thought of the impossibilities. In fact, I'm using a cup and it just slipped off my hand before getting drown in coke. As you see, coke is sort of acidic and sweet due to the high sugar content. It gonna invite ants to my hp if I not gonna do anything. Drips of coca cola sipped into the keypad and I felt so lost. Without hesitation, I rinsed it under the tap for 3 or 4 seconds. Ok, it sounded stupid but I got no wet tissues at home at that point of time. I did it out of panic.

It had been functioning well all along till today. I should have more than 30 notifications and none of the notifications appeared on display. I sense something really wrong. All I could do is, cross my finger and pray hard. Sigh.

Warmth from the heart and soul

"People don't always need advice. Sometimes all they need is a hand to hold, ear to listen & a heart to understand."

Penny for thoughts

13th June 2012

Find a penny pick it up. All day long you will have good luck.

Another gathering, but this time round Jack was included. Kailing almost couldn't make it for the day. She valued this gathering, hence she changed shift with her colleague. That was really sweet and nice of my precious. A day before, I was warning Jack not to be late. Somehow, I knew that he wouldn't be late. I was hoping for a miracle so as to find trouble out of him. I made a bet saying,

"The late one is a tortoise."

I felt as if I dug a pit for myself to jump.

I overslept a little. I was worned-out totally after a tiring day. Jack and Kailing had reached the destination. Apparently, Jack scrolled my messages for Kailing to see. I knew I was doomed. Kailing couldn't stop laughing and they never fail to disturb me mentally later on.

By the way, we settled for dinner at Ma Maison.

#Table decor

#Interior

#Ma Maison @ Clarke Quay

#French Fries

#Katsu Chicken Curry

#Beef Burger

#Omelette Rice with beef

We all wanted to order the above dish initially. Then, we realised it made us looked dumb in a way to order the same dish. Kailing was the bad one. She was not supposed to eat beef and she came up with all kind of reasons about eating beef officially. She claimed that she can't eat it at home, but it was alright to eat outside. Haha.

What's the difference?

It's still consumption of BEEF. Lol. I hope she wont read this.

#Me & Kailing

#Geeky

#Jack, Me, Precious

Kailing got a new nick from me.

#Longest arm

It's always mad awesome to have a friend with the longest arm. Jack was probably 1.8m tall and above. Tall guy tends to have long arms. Well done, Jack. Credits to him.

#Jack

#Random

Ma Maison was a really nice cozy place to slack at. It was unbelievable that we actually crapped for an hour plus by a table. It was an awesome chat. Nevertheless, they liked to joke about my pain. Sigh, forever entertaining me with weird and disgusting jokes. They even persuaded me to kiss a girl. Oh no, they are seriously out of their mind. I shall not fill in the details before it disgust you too. Not necessary to have more victims.

We went in search for dessert. Haagen Daz is ♥

#Haagen Dazs ♥

#Best spokeperson

#Ice-cream with yummy crunchies

#Almond with ice-cream

#With almond nibs

#Ice-cream makes our day

Credit to Jack for his good photo-taking skill. It was just so nice to slack with old friends.

Have a nice day ahead, good luck.

Cheers,

Pzy

Being nice

"Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're fake. It means you are mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them."

Priceless smiles

12th June 2012

It was not a laugh, merely a loud smile.

It was a bright sunny day and the weather was really warm and humid. Each time I walked under the sun, I felt like I could hardly breathe. Drops of sweat tinkled down my forehead and I thought I could die anytime. I brought the adorables out for lunching. I gave them a few options like Pizza Hut, MacDonald, Swensen, Long John Silver or KFC since they are nearer to my place. To my surprise, they only want MacDonald. They told me that they did not want me to waste my hardearned money. It was definitely a touching moment. They are putting themselves in my shoes.

They are definitely adorable, and so, I decided to treat Swensen.

#Crab Pincer

#Engrossed with the adventure map

#Me, Elly & Jx

I was looking around when I realised Elly's fringe looked different from usual. The texture of her fringe was different from her hair behind. Out of curiosity, I asked her about it. Yea, I'm right about it. It's definitely different. She removed her hair band. It was a hair band with fake hair attached to create a fringe-like effect. The usual her has no bangs at all. It sounded so cool and I just thought that I should invest one.

#French Fries

#Kid's meal

#Seafood combo

#Cheese sticks

#Pizza

#Me & El

El is a smart and cheeky boy. He's forever making my day. He told me that he needed some serviettes. I told him to greet and ask politely. For instance, "Uncle, may I have some serviettes?". That's definitely an appropriate way. He zoomed off like a bullet train to one of the staff. Unfortunately, it was not an uncle. It turned out to be a young man, a really young one. Probably younger than me. It was too late for me to stop him. El called him UNCLE and that young man's face turn blue immediately.

El came back to the table with his serviettes. Then, I taught him ways to differentiate things. El was clueless. He asked me why can't he called that young man uncle. So, I asked El if he would like people to address him as uncle. El said he hate it.

This time round, El need a fork for his fish. He went to a lady probably in her mid 50s. He called her JIEJIE (sister). He seriously spin my head right round, right round.

#Me, Jx, El, Elly

In the past, we used to listen to children's songs like ABC or Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. I'm pretty sure they do ring a bell. Time changes. Kids are different now. They are forever surprising me. They actually listened to R&B. They could probably tell you who's Rihanna and Jennifer Lopez. They can tell you their greatest hits and updates on their latest news. They are capable of singing along too.

#Jx and I

#Funny faces

#Funny faces

Oh no, I just can't believe I'm doing those stunts with them in the public. Anyway, I concluded that their funny faces skills are way above me. It was definitely a fun moment for everyone.

#Cheekys

#Grunt

#The adorables

#Happy outing

#Binocular

#Dessert time

#Curious about the dry ice

I brought them to shop around. They went to Minitoons and Daiso, and that's where I got stranded for nearly 2 hours. Then I brought them to the libraries before sending them home. It was a fruitful day to see the smiles on their faces. It's worth spending the bomb on them.

"Innocent smiles is priceless."

I'm glad I make their day. I got home and fell asleep on my bed. Within 5 seconds, I'm entirely knocked out. That's how tiring I was.

Have a nice day.

Cheers,

Pzy

A different dimension in ♥

#Chocalates from my beloved jinx

Gfs are loves and I'm definitely lovable to my gfs too. Not trying to be thick skin, I no longer can hide the humbleness within me. They are forever showering me with ♥s. Gfs are forever dear to my heart. A different dimension in loves that you should never underestimate.

Underestimation of pain

I was browsing through facebook pages when I came across this quote or phrases that inspires me. It brings about thoughts running through my mind, looking at the people and doings. It says,

"Never underestimate the pain of a person.
Because in all honesty, everyone hurts.
Some people just hide it better than others."

There are times when there are unexpected happenings. It may be good, it may be bad. We are all humans, and so, we tried to accept, learn and adapt. Unfortunately, things do not go according to our way at all times. We made mistakes. No matter how much it pain us, we tried to forgo the pain memories and made salvation to situations. Whenever your effort to salvage goes down the drain, the damage is doubled.

Sadness may not be written on faces at all time. Even so, it doesn't mean that pain never exist. They are more than just a passer-by and that is why we learn from mistakes. Hiding it is just a form of way not to worsen situations.

Be considerate to the love ones and show responsibility in the words you said. Words said, can never be taken back. Do the right things at the right time. Put yourself in others' shoes and think of what you will do if you are in their situation.

Be positive.

Cheers,
Pzy

Adaptations

15th June 2012

A silence yet peaceful day ahead.

I had side fringe for nearly a month. Even so, I missed my bangs like mad. I'm so-so-so not used to it. There were times, I sank into deep thoughts to myself wondering how girls manage their side fringe so well. They did a marvelous job, I would say. Maybe my hair is really thick and stiff, it just refused to grow sideway unless I force it to. I had been forcing it for a month, and it's growing sideway alittle but not enough. I wonder how long do I need to maintain it. The fringe is forever poking my eyes and I am absolutely not used to this look. Furthermore, I never drew my brows and it's kind of naked lately. Perhaps, it's time for me to pick up skills on drawing brows.

#With my Coca-cola bottle

#Chicken and sides

#Soup

Anyway, Chris came to fetch me after work. I shopped because Mango was having great sales. It was like a 70% slash down. I had a shared membership with Mw, unfortunately, the card was with her. It's not worth taking it back from her and go back days later for the purchase just to save that few dollars. Heck care, I made my payment and get gone with my merchandise.

By the way, I felt so manly after the shopping spree. I'm so infatuated with man's clothing. In summary, I love man's T-shirt. I used to wear basic from Zara or Mango which usually consist of spandex or polyester which make it sort of elastic. I'm never comfy with the material though I got to be honest that the cutting was really great and fitting around the waist unlike the man's cutting. Unfortunately, I'm a troublemaker. I just love cotton material. I ended up purchasing basic tee from FourSkin. Apparently, it was stated there Men's Wear. It's alright, I just have to psycho my mind a little here and there, telling myself that it's Unisex. I'll be better.

Not only that, I never really appreciate round hat (vintage kind) or those fanciful ones that my friends are wearing. Perhaps, I only like straw hat at most. But straw hat might not be convenient for me. I need a cap to hide from sun rather than phototaking purpose. Therefore the fanciful one usually defeat the purposes behind it. In the end, I got myself another cap which was meant for guys instead. It's alright, not many can tell that apart.

I had Kenny Rogers for dinner =)

Have a great weekend peeps.

Cheers,

Pzy

Not a third wheel

17th June 2012

Do what makes you happy always.

It was not a good beginning of a day. Caught in a heavy traffic jam when I was on my way out. Initially, I was happy, giggling to myself about getting a seat on the bus. I was absolutely boastful about being lucky to get a seat on a bus packed like sardines. It was a glory until I sensed the dark clouds arrival. Not the real clouds, it probably represent my sorrow. I got a window seat and the sun reflect it's light directly on my face and arm. Despite the air-con blowing right above me, I was perspiring like mad. I wonder if it's a true blessing though.

Met Yan at Bras Basah. I was told that 700A or 700 reached my destination straight. Great, I discovered another yummy nearby. Gonna be less dependent on car, the most convenient yet expensive transport. I love car, but not when it comes to the cost. Parking fees, coupon, ERP, fuel and many more. It can be a hassle at times.

#Food for thoughts

#The interior

#The decor

#Yan & I

#Yan and I

We were trying to enjoy a good meal when we realised there's a interview shoot behind me. The camera was pacing up and down, shooting all angles and I was absolutely irritated by it. I know you guys gonna thing that there's no big deal, probably appearing in the background only. Well, I still find it irritating. Furthermore, my ugly eating sight might be captured and it's definitely disastrous. I was glad it's over.

#Full works

By the way, the portion of the food was really big. I strongly advised sharing of food. Just a dish alone, I'm pretty sure it's more than enough for 2 pax unless you are a truly big eater. I'm quite a big eater actually except during times when I'm really full. Even so, this portion is still too big for me alone. Trust me, share the food and you will never go wrong and waste the valuable resources.

To be honest, I got a little secret to share over here. Well, it's might be sort of disturbing. Click the top right handed cross button if you wish not to read a single word about it.

I felt constipated. There were times when I failed to drink enough water, lesser intake of fruits, inbalance diet, I tend to feel constipated. I had no idea why. Therefore I gorged myself with loads of tomatoes to ease the constipation.

#Crispy Chicken cutlet

We caught the movie "A Few Best Men". It was a wedding comedy, quite hilarious. I'm anxiously waiting for new horror movies to be screened. We had shopping spree and I got myself a new jumpsuit. It was 60 bucks plus, but I managed to get a $20 discount off the usual price. It's a great steal uh. I headed off home because Yan had a date. Well, I just dont wanna ended up being a third wheel. Lol.

Alright, sleep tight peeps.

Cheers,

Pzy