Popcorns in cups

30th June 2014

Adventure in life is good. Consistency in coffee even better.

It was exactly a month ago when we had this little gathering together. I'm glad to have pictures with me, else I'd be oblivious about had happened. We watched movie, 'How to train your dragon 2' at Westmall. Gosh, can't believe I actually watched that and I literally enjoyed the cuteness in the movie. Maybe I still retain a little bit of childhood in my little heart. Okay, that's gross.

#Popcorns in cups

I was panting like a dog upon reaching the cinema. Min Wee requested for extra cups so that we did not have to pass the popcorn box ard. I bet her skin was really thick that day. She requested for 3 extra cups. We enjoyed the movie without the hassle and all credits went to her.

#Simple lunch

We decided to have a short simple lunch as we had made reservations at Teo Heng @ Junction 10. My lunch was great except Teng and Wee having solid waffle with different tastes. 

#Darling and I

#Ugly faces

She'd be having weak heart after viewing the above picture. Well, you see, the sole purpose of making ugly faces is meant to be ugly. It's not an ugly shot anymore without being ugly. The uglier it is, the memorable it is. She must have thought that I was twisting around with my words (I got the same sentiments too).

#Happy Sunday

#Say cheese

#Korean BBQ for dinner

It was a sinful meal of the day. But wait, that's not the final. It gave me and Teng thrilling toilet runs (totally unexpected). Wan Lin had warded off the fate by skipping beef. I didn't eat much either, but I got the infection. I was so amazed by the number of times I visited the toilet. 

Have a nice day!

Cheers,

Pzy

Cakes are special

29th June 2014

The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.

Apparently, it was an impromptu celebration. We had a night out to jb with the clique. On the way of return, I was the one who handed passports to the immigration officers. I checked their passport out of boredom and to my surprise, it's Sean's bday the very next day. I talked to bf and I was really surprised to know that they never celebrate bday in the past despite their old and long friendship. Maybe, that's the differences between guys and girls.

 

#Yoogane (portion for 3-4 pax)

So, we decided to give him an impromptu bday celebration. I rang up Meiwen and we decided to settle dinner at Yoogane. Then Sean told me that he gonna skipped dinner (all because he jogged and did not want to let that effort go down the drain). Bf and I were at lost when we acknowledged that. I mean, it was a celebration, how could he miss the dinner or are we supposed to sing him a bday song in the cinema theatre. 

Then, I told a while lie. I told him that I had a couple of coupons with offer and restaurant outlet only allow entry of 4. He had no choice but to rush down (lol, silly and gullible). It was a successful surprise and we got him shopping vouchers as gift.

#Bday old man

#Twelve cupcakes

#Happy celebration

We had tea session at TCC and headed off for our movie, Transformer. It was a good day in summary. Best wishes to the bday old man and hopefully, he gets off the shelf as soon as possible (look at the fine lines). Awww.... (nvm, he won't know what I'm saying here).

Cheers,

Pzy

Loving this

It's took me quite a long while before getting my new wallet. I love my previous wallet still, for it's classic green-red strap. My old wallet was still in condition despite giving it minimal care only (non existence). I usually dump it in my bag without placing it properly or throw it on my bed or so. There's a few occasions when I was dead tired on my bed, I literally sat on my bed and threw it over a distance of 2m to my table like a hot shot. It was in a fine condition except the buckle was loose. Changing the buckle will cost me $120 or so and I was hesitating about it. Now, I have 2 spare wallets, Braun Buffel (I would say the quality is really good with no damage at all despite using it for years) and a Gucci. Well, I'll probably used them for travelling since long wallet is more practical for me.

True to that

Happy midnight

27th June 2014

For the happiest life days should be rigorously planned nights left open to chance.

This particular plan to JB simply gave me headache. In order to make this a successful trip, I racked my brain to find 2 cars. Well, maybe it's common to you but it's a god damn difficult task for me. I don't drive and it's nearly impossible to gather drivers especially when it's over loaded. Fortunately, we made the trip a successful one and I'm here to share with you some little hiccups that we met along the way. 

#Our late night dinner

Javen and Eugene were the drivers of the day. Javen was absolutely gutsy, he actually drove to Malaysia with us when he just gotten his license. It was really hard not to respect his bravery. Apparently, I took the ride in my bf's car with Minwee and Wanlin while Meiwen and Sean took Javen's car. For some reasons, we were laughing crazily throughout the journey hoping for something epic to happen.

#The happy girls

Javen forgotten all about his passport and was late for 5 minutes. My bf was pretty particular about punctuality that night because a jam was expected. Credits to Javen, bf vented his anger on me while Minwee and Wl continued to joke at the back. Awww, that was hurting. How could they...

The traffic jam was really bad that night (especially on a friday night). Javen was following up closely and being inconsiderate, I suggested that bf should cut through different lanes so that we could reach our destination in time. Bf was reluctant to do so because Javen was new. Even so, bf did what I say under peers pressure (the naughty ladies) from behind.  Javen failed to follow closely from behind. It was tragic at a later part and I was so afraid that bf would skin me alive (wl and mw waiting to watch my show).

#The teeth loves

We reached Malaysia and we called Javen. Hell'no, he was still at Woodland Checkpoint because bf was too fast. We had to wait at the Shell petrol station (meeting point). We got separated and they weren't aware of their exact location. Bf was freaking worried because it's gonna be searching for a needle in a haystack. Despite bf's tension, we were happily chatting about nonsensical stuffs and laughing away like some mad women. Bf was kind of amazed by us. We took down their description and was puzzled when they mentioned that they saw a lighthouse. Oh come on, we were not sailing and a lighthouse should not appear on land. So, I thought they mistook the metal rack that resembles the shape of Eiffel Tower as lighthouse and suggested bf to search in that direction. 

Yeah, we found them in the end. We were really lucky that night. If we hadn't searched in that direction, the night gonna be wasted. Anyway, I have a clarification to make. They did not mistake the metal rack that resembles the shape of Eiffel Tower as lighthouse. Worse, they mistook a water tank as lighthouse (FML). So, we rushed off for our dinner at Taman Seri Tebrau before we went to Kbox.

#The unglamorous us

#Digging

I didn't expect guys to be so disgusting when taking unglam shot. They seriously poked their fingers into their nose. That was disgusting.

#Happy night out

We weren't hungry but I insisted having lok lok. It was sort of dangerous to travel to places for lok lok without car in my opinion after hearing cases of robbery. With 3 tall guys, from fat to fit, no doubt we were safe in their hands. The photos of supper are still in my mobile phone and I was lazy to load them into my computer. Maybe we can skip that.

#Durians are love

Then I wanted to eat durian and Javen bought a big box for everyone. It was one of the best treats of the night. It was a happy night hanging out with the fun people except for the troublesome Sean who stayed really far from us. Anyway, I wasn't the one driving. 

Cheers,

Pzy

Be back soon

My dear darling, please be back soon. I'm about to suffocate to death at any time. I know you must have thought that my butt itch badly for posting this unglamorous photo but I'm really freaking upset. This is probably the only photo that can stop me from crying for the longest period. My mental state is breaking down soon and I can't handle this alone with issues from 4 different people and 1 anonymous who has been haunting me for years. Can you promise to treat me waffle with 2 scoops of ice-cream? T.T  

Human vs Alien

Gosh, I had been feeling so down late. 3 person with 3 different issues in a month are too much for me to handle. I can predict one more coming up. Good friend, friend and acquaintance with conflicts. Two down (chapter close) and left one more to go. You must be thinking, having conflicts and problems with 3 different people from different background, problem lies in me for sure. True that, from the view of an onlooker, I think that I must have been a fucking ass with horrendous attitude or snobblish character that makes everyone stay away from me at one go. Woohoo, that was perfect though. I never wanted so many in the first place because many generate issues, many brings about problem. Great, I shall take it as I'm the problematic and make good use of the chance to get rid of unnecessary people in my life. I had been busy trying to please every single and none will please me at the end of the day. I am sick of pleasing people and I don't want to. I just want to live my happy life and hater (the one who keeps tagging nasty comment), pls fuck off.

Hater, I dislike pleasing you among all of the ones on top that I mentioned. Yes, you, I'm fucking directing this fucking post to you. I don't know you at all and you don't know me. Worse, why are fucking commenting here when you target is so fucking not me. I deleted it quietly doesn't mean I'm afraid of you or giving you more chances to comment. It's been fucking 2 yrs plus, aren't you tired of doing so. I blogged and talked sense into you, or even explained that everything was a misunderstanding. I did not expect you to understand my language entirely because fucking aliens don't understand human language.

I am seriously fucked up in mind at this point of time with interesting conflicts that you might be interested in. Oh ya, among all 3, one of them is your favourite target. The only target that you had been attacking for 2 years or longer than that. I bet you can finally stop because we are no close as you wished. I am so grateful about your emails telling me so much untrue issues about her. By the way, I didn't buy your story right from the beginning because I have eyes to see just in case you thought that I was short sighted. I'm sincerely sorry that I disappoint you because you won't be able to see her in my FB and my blog anymore. Because of this, I'm not afraid of you anymore and I don't have to bear with your fucking shit, stressing myself that you will make her your infamous one on media. You fucking hate her isn't it? Find her with your own means if you wish to know her recent happenings because I am no longer your platform. Sad to say, I wish I know who you are so that I can squash you and shuff you into the toilet bowl and with one flush right into the big canal. I suspected that you are in my list or maybe hers all along but I just don't know who you are. I thought finding you out is the best way. I don't have to now because you got your aim and we are not friends any more. I set her and everyone related to under acquaintances and made changes to my settings so that you can't make use of me as a platform. Thank you for giving me troubles to delete your nasty comments for years.

I bet you are happy with the outcome since you never want her to have friends. Sad to say, she still has friends but not me. So stop fucking comment here any more. It is time for you to shift because I seriously had enough of you.

I hope you are satisfied, so stop commenting and expect everyone to know that you are her hater when this is my blog. That's fucking disrespectful of you. Don't you get it!!!

Everlasting no

It's a harsh truth but no chapter last forever. My eyes uncontrollably welled up as I reminisce every path we walked from the bitterest hardship to the eventful up and downs. I probably didn't want it to end up in such an awful ending but circumstances can be a destruction push from behind. I'll make this the last time crying over spilt milk. Everything was well when we first met, we brought us closer despite being hated. Though we always remind one another that it's not a big deal being hated. Deep within, it's hurtful to be detest without a good cause. We were given names from the 'awful bitches' to 'world greatest slut'. Even though, we were oblivious about the hatred, tried to be optimistic about the existence of horrendous names, we knew it's hurtful. I thought that you are the best comfort. Despite the fact that haters kept drawing us apart, I never once sway towards them. We were so happy every single day even when we had to handle the mountain workload from school, the amiable looking faces inflicting damages from behind and being penniless as a student. 

It might not be the proudest thing to be a bad ass student, but it's truly the happiest period to be one, when we skipped school for karaoke, smuggling fast food into movie theatres, enjoying McDonald student meal weekly, ranting over an issue over a meal, touching up concealer in the ladies till it turned green (almost), emptying wallet with shopping indulgence and struggled home with numerous bags. That was the happiest period.

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun. But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time. It's hard to meet someone who helps you up when you are sad and cheers you up when you are blue. People says making millions of friends is not an achievement, the achievement is to make a friend who stands with you when millions are against you.

Then, someone came into the story and I was dwelling in the uncertainty of losing a friend. I kept the situation in control to avoid aggravating the wound. Then she decided that she wanted to take over my position and detested me without a good cause. It's jealousy and it happened all the time. Maybe another someone tried to sabotage our ship, but I did my rightful part to stop her from doing so. Maybe to an extent that, I don't even allow her to hate you without a cause because I know that kind of pain we been through. Not only I stopped her, I lectured her when issue depreciated and went out of my comfort zone. As a friend, you allowed me to be detested despite experiencing the kind of pain we went through leaving me unprotected. So I bind my wound on several occasions asking myself what I had done to make her dislike me. Once, I gritted my teeth so hard to make a special plan even though it was close to humiliating. I turned a deaf ear to the unkind tone and facial expression, I neither retaliate nor kick up a big fuss because I wanted the plan to work with effect. Then we drifted off like a slow processor because you shared all the fun we owned with her. Every friendship has a sacred bond, there are things you dos and dons with different people, be it close or distance. The connection faded over the years.

Maybe, I was at fault too. After all, it takes two hands to clap. Maybe I should have voice it out a long time ago. Actually, I did, maybe once or twice but it was ignored. Then, I cried and get things over the very next day telling myself to stop dwelling on the unhappiness considering that you are my friend, not her and I should not put you in a difficult spot. It's not easy to have friends or make friends and I know you treasure her too after so much that you both had been through. So, I decided to label the painful impact that she inflicted on me as ant bites. It wasn't the truth but often, I convinced myself. One year, two years then three, coming four. My endurance lasted long and then I just erupted because of a promise. We said and made things clear and I wanted the trip very much because I really think that I deserve it after all these endurance and sacrifices. I thought that we could finally have the bonding time and perhaps picking up the good old times and had an enjoyable trip without any worries. She assumes you are hers and went ahead with the bookings without your acknowledgement when I never ever thought that you are mine because you are not a property. 

Disappointment and angsty filled my mind and my mind was treated with anaesthesia when being told at the instant. I was at the loss of words and still, I tried not to erupt. I really tried my best to feign ignorance, painless or even controlled my tears so hard that I had never done it before. It was really so hurtful that I could not stop shedding tears at the thought of it. I was hoping that there was this little tiny chance that you would reject her with considerations to my wounded heart. Apparently, there was no considerations towards my heart and soul that are tearing up from inside. You have no tendency of protecting my feelings. You are just there to inform me in a better way, having hope that I would make the adjustment to cater for the changes. You are saying that you can visit the same place twice. I knew, that was out of guilt, not cherishing how I feel about cherishing you as my best friend.  

I don't know where's the sadness coming from, neither do I know the objective of my sadness. At this moment, I know I'm absolutely hurt from the very deep down. Maybe we had crossed the rubicon or maybe we had not. You are expecting me to revert to the old times, but how about the salvation effort I had input these years, how much had you realised I had been mistreated or how much effort are you willing to put in to bring us back to the old times, enduring the same amount like I did to treasure and cherish our friendship. I'm sincerely thankful when I was told that she was valuable because of higher frequency of meeting. The higher the frequency, the higher the value. Thank you for the cruel truth. So after all, we read friendship in a distinguishing ways. I shall not kick up a fuss like child because nothing works except facing the reality. Saying and doing are entirely different. I am sorry if I hadn't been able to compromise, to give and take. I've done my best even if god disagrees or friend mocks. I have a clear conscience even though I may not be entirely right. Nobody sees a flower really, it is so small. We haven't time, and to see takes time - like to have a friend takes time. You said that it was your fault and will make things better. If you cherish, you won't squander any chance of making things better. You just did. Everlasting doesn't stay forever.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

By Marilyn Monroe

gone gone

It's Friday (supposedly to be a happy day). Unfortunately, I feel as though it's Monday and I'm suffering from a Monday's blue despite the beautiful weekend. I was down with stomach flu (same for Teng, we probably contract the same virus). She visited toilet while I was as good as bedridden. My diarrhoea subsided and my arms and legs turned wobbly. Due to my weak constitution and weakness in my legs and arms, I was bedridden for 3 whole days. I did not work entirely for that 3 days in particular. Now, my work piled up and I had to access them through the weekends. Sigh, there goes my weekend.

My Sweet Five

13th November 2013

Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier for life without liverty is like a body without spirit. 

We checked out from Cing Jing and realised that we had missed the earliest transport that left the place at 9am in the morning. I'll skipped sharing about the breakfast because I didn't enjoy it. It could be due to the local culture that the tasting was really bland. It wasn't that bad as we continued to explore the area while waiting for the next transport that picked us up in the afternoon. The staff booked a cab for us to Summit Resort and Lavender's Garden. I didn't really like this driver in particular (so I'll not promote him because he s**k).

Bf got really fed up because he didn't even realise that we are his passengers despite a long discussion (which I called it f*cking waste of time). Then we tried to get other cab and he kept coming to us repeatedly that annoyed me entirely. Anyway, I just ignored him throughout the entire journey as I didn't his recommendation. He annoyed me the most when he kept reminding us that the price we paid are strictly for 2 locations only.

It was like wtf and I wondered to myself if I ever mentioned that I wanted to go to a third place. I had no idea why he was grumbling about. Worse of all, he drove like a tortoise at 70km/h for the entire journey that gave me the urge to kick his ass for wasting 'lao niang' holy precious time when I had been delayed. Hell'yea!

#Summit resort

We reached Summit Resort finally. It's known as Xin She Castle by the locals. I read about this castle in a blog and it was really beautiful. It was not an old or abandoned castle. It was built for tourism purpose and you have no access to the interior (I'm not sure if the interior will be open to the public in future).

#The buildings

 

#The houses

#Bf and I

#The pavement

I did not take many photos because my card memory was full (FML! I didn't realised that the size of my img can be three to four times of those taken by the old camera, Canon). I was hesitating about bring my semi DSLR or the compact one. Then I decided to bring the better one since it's a holiday trip. Bf had been carrying my bag while I'm carrying the camera throughout the journey. 

#Feeding

#Fishies

#At the Summit Resort

I was blogging and looking back at the old photos of bf. He was probably 70 plus kg at then. He's probably weighing more than 75kg now and I feel sad for him. He was having a double chin and a fat neck, or maybe a big ass now. He blamed me for contributing to his fats. I was oblivious about my contribution at first. Now, I believe him.

#Exterior of restaurant

#Interior of restaurant

#Cheesecake

#Fruit punch

We got tired and took a rest at this pretty unique decorated restaurant. In fact, we spent nearly an hour slacking there before leaving for our next destination.

#While waiting

#Lavender's Garden

We took the cab to Lavender's Garden. It was a long drive to the place as it was located at really secluded area. Worse, the road isn't straight, it was going left and right in motion making me nauseas. Still, I made it.

#Lavender's Garden

#Bf and I

#Lavenders

It was Lavender's season and the flowers had bloom beautifully. We thought that we might missed the pretty flower season. Fortunately, bf checked out the season beforehand so as to avoid unnecessary disappointment.

#Field of Lavender

#Wishing tree

#Ringing the bell

#Carousel

#The garden

#The exhibition

They have really cute and nice exhibition of rooms. In fact, you can choose to stay over for a night at the Lavender's Garden Resort. We thought of staying over initially. Due to time constraint, we could not afford the time to spend a night there. Sad.

#Hello

#In the room

#Pretty pretty

#Scented product for sale

#The menu

#Reading

#Soup and sides

#Cheesy stewed beef

We had a great time slacking at the restaurant. The weather was close to perfect, a little chilly yet not too much. The air was fresh and crisp. We enjoyed ourselves tremendously before leaving Lavender's Garden and I had to face that darn driver. Gosh, anyway, it's our final trip with him. 

#Lavender's garden at night

#The restaurant we had

I was damn eager to leave the cab especially when the driver talk. He did nothing to offend me but he offended me right from the start. I got prejudiced (maybe I'm bad, I don't care). Any words that came from his mouth simply f8cked my mood. All the while, I've been trying hard to shut his mouth. Rofl.

#Winnie's Room

It was one of the cutest and attractive homestay that caught my attention and bf knew he had to book it for me. It's cheap and affordable and cost less than SGD60 per night. The room was small (as you can see from the picture and the toilet was pretty much normal than the norm (like our home). It's really worth it for that price. It's a walking distance to the market. 

Upon arriving at the homestay, I hardly recognises the entrance (-.-)'''

#Miyahara Ophthalmology Department 宫原眼科

After dumping our luggage at the homestay, I knew we had to rush for Miyahara because it was getting late. We quickly took a cab to the place and the new driver seemed to have good frequency with bf so much that they had been crapping non-stop. They became friends eventually (I'm feeling so out of the picture).

#Interior of Miyahara Ophthalmology Department 宫原眼科

It was not an exhibition for tourist. It was a place that sells really nice pastry and sun biscuit. It was really expensive. One slice of it can easily cost 5 bucks and I simply love their cheesecake. Not to worry, they offer delivery services. I was curious to take a look at their interior. It was fascinating because I had not been to any bakery that looks like this.

#Interior of Miyahara Ophthalmology Department 宫原眼科

After stocking up some little gifts for friends and family, we went to Feng Jia Night Market. Surprisingly, I could not find my photos anywhere in my memory card (FML). It's probably lying somewhere in the wrong folder. Yea, I shall stop here then. 

**Edited on 15 August 2014**

I found my pictures finally. Yup, they were idling somewhere in the pile of mess (unpost mess). So I sorted them again. Anyway, it's nothing much except about food.

#Fengjia Night Market

#Smelly toufu

I love this smelly toufu the most. It doesn't stink at all. It tasted like braised toufu more than smelly toufu. It was so yummy that I had a second box for late night supper.

#Random stall

#Chicken wing with rice

Maybe it looks really normal to you. However, it's filled with rice within. I didn't really like food with bones because I'm bad at picking them out. Surprisingly, there's no done in the chicken wing except yummy rice. Definitely, I won't be able to show the picture with rice after munching, it looks really messy.

#Shopping street

#Papaya Milk

#Takoyaki stall

I can't really remember the exact location of the stall. But it'd be great if you are able to google it online. It's a MUST TRY to me. Their Takoyaki comes in wasabi flavour. I haven't tried a wasabi flavour one. So we bought a box to share. It was heavenly!!!

#Me and bf

#Cheesy face

#Takoyaki queue

#Takoyaki

#Yummy supper

#Delicious cheesy chicken

That's then end of my post. I miss Taiwan.

Have a nice day.

Cheers,

Pzy