Smiling unknowingly

Amazingly, I fell terribly sick lately. I suffered a bad cough, runny nose and high fever which was subsided yesterday only. It's been days and I felt wobbly. My leg has no reserved energy to make me walk any further and I was overly exhausted. I'm glad I'm recovering even though the terrible cough is haunting me. It's gonna be awesome for this oncoming week and I'm looking forward to it. Well, due to some special reason, I gonna knock off before 1pm or probably latest by 3pm. It's such a great news and probably the only motivation for me to move on.

I felt like an idiot lately because I was caught smiling to myself which I thought to be absolutely wrong. There was nothing on my mind and yet I was smiling. That doesn't make sense at all. Alright, speaking of it is kind of weird too. I must've gone crazy. Aftermath of illness. Not only that, I said things to people that I don't usually say it out loud. I become expressive during the days when I was ill. It's just getting scarier and I'm speechless about that.

 

Navy Blue Roses

 

My All-Time ♥

 

Have a nice day ahead.

 

Cheers,

Pzy

Perfect Crime

To the place

21th August 2012

The sun rises, and the sun goes down, and hastens to the place where it rises.

 

My tummy growled while waiting for holy Kailing's arrival. This time round, she's considered fast compared to the past. Anyway, it was a thrilling journey to SPRUCE. Kailing got on the wrong track and we could not see any U-turn sign in sight. Kailing did not want to take the risk getting onto expressway so she did a turn into a quiet road. It's said to be the ghost month now and we were freaked out. Kailing was driving when we came to the end of the road where there's no turning back. Then we realised there was a lady pushing a baby pram on the road. There was a pavement by the side, but she was pushing the pram on the road instead. It was dark and we could not see her face at all. Kailing was terrified, hinting me if we were safe. My heart was throbbing and I wasn't listening to her. I merely told her to drive ahead and refused to listen to anything she said. She was afraid too and we just went on.

 

 

Upon reaching SPRUCE, we pondered to ourselves if there's any baby in the pram. But I supposed there's none. It got us frightened and creepy eventually. Haha, we should just laughed it out loud. Finally, we decided to end this conversation so as not to let our imagination run wild.

 

SPRUCE @ Bukit Timah is newly opened. The surrounding and ambience is awesome. I would say quiet and cozy. It would be a nice place to slack if you just wanna have a long chat with your friends or love ones.

 

It used to be an old fire station. They then converted it into a restaurant.

#SPRUCE Burger

#Drumlets

#Mac N Cheese

#My lovely lady

#Me

#With lovely 1

#With lovely 2

#Happy dining together

 

It was an awesome dinner. We talked for hours till the restaurant was about to close. Btw, before Kailing dropped me by my place, I freaked her out by telling her that she might see a trolley in the middle of the road instead of a pram. She cursed out loud. Haha.

 

Have a nice day.

 

Cheers,

Pzy

The perfect imperfect

16th August 2012

Love taught us to see an imperfect person perfectly.

 

My nails were disastrous, especially my toe nails. To my dismay, one of my toe nail broke. I'm pretty sure you wont want the details. It broke right in the middle probably 3 weeks ago. Someone stepped onto my toes really hard and the middle part cracked. I spend 70 bucks for silk wrap as I thought acrylic nails might look unnatural. I was very certain that it gonna last for a mth or more till my toe nail grow back properly. Unfortunately, the unexpected fateful day arrived.  I seriously wondered if someone stepped onto me, or did I kick someone. The silk wrap broke. I was devastated about it. It was so urgent that I rushed to town for Pedi-and-Manicure as soon as I knocked off.

 

I wanted to do Gel, but my nails were really weak and soft lately. I went for the classic instead and I did acrylic for the broken toe nail. Hopefully, no one is ever gonna step on me again. Lol.

 

Tard did her nails with me as well. I had an appointment in the evening and she accompanied me throughout. Ahuh, sweet huh.

 

 

She went off to meet Vena when my friend came.

Have a nice day.

Cheers,

Pzy

Moving on

My relationship had been on the rock over a period of time. I don't wanna comment much on it because it's over. I don't wanna cry over spilt milk, neither do I wish to salvage it. There's no one to blame because it takes two hands to clap. It's just too hard to judge about who's right and wrong. I felt really insecure over the years no matter how hard I try to endure, tolerate or give in. Things ain't going to right way. I'm tired and worned-out of bowing to the wrong one. I suffered insomnia due to terrible flashbacks. I had nightmares in the middle of the night when I thought I was mistreated. I was badly traumatized by the past. I hid my pain upon the realisation of my other half played. I was never comfortable about it, but I tried to turn a blind eye as much as I could. I pressured myself when I thought that everything was fine. Things just turned out the same way no matter how much saliva I poured. Finally, I decided to give up and move on. It's not gonna work if I'm the only one putting in effort. I neither hate this relationship, nor do I detest him. I'm grateful for the time we had spent. For now, I gonna mark a full stop to it. We can never predict what's gonna happen in the future. We just have to keep looking forward to it. If we are fated to be together, we shall be. If we aren't fated to be together, we will still be nothing in years to come. Still, I see him as a friend and I hope he knows that.

I had already moved on and I'm really happy.

To an end

I'm in a very bad mood lately. It was so bad, so-so bad. I had difficulty making decision. Not only that, I made wrong judgement. I was in a very confused position. I had difficulty judging what is right and wrong going around me. I never had any idea who's lying to me and who's truthful to me. I felt cheated, betrayed and taken for granted. I can't find any causes to these. In fact, I was blaming myself for what I had done lately. I felt apologetic for everything that I had done. I'm just running out of patience. I venge out my anger and unhappiness on people around me unknowingly. I really hope i can put an end to this real soon.

Trying to be tough

It's Friday tomorrow and it's definitely one of my favourite day among all. I can finally stop working for a day and do anything I want. Well, even so, my mood is so down for the entire week. I felt as though I was lost in a forest with no sense of direction. I used to be someone really realistic and firm with making decision. Now then I realised, I can't do that anymore. Its not wrong to be a bitch at times. But it's very hard to be a good bitch. Life's tough, still, we had to move on.

    Enjoy your beautiful weekend.   Cheers, Pzy