To an end

I'm in a very bad mood lately. It was so bad, so-so bad. I had difficulty making decision. Not only that, I made wrong judgement. I was in a very confused position. I had difficulty judging what is right and wrong going around me. I never had any idea who's lying to me and who's truthful to me. I felt cheated, betrayed and taken for granted. I can't find any causes to these. In fact, I was blaming myself for what I had done lately. I felt apologetic for everything that I had done. I'm just running out of patience. I venge out my anger and unhappiness on people around me unknowingly. I really hope i can put an end to this real soon.