The river flow in you halted the dreams you once dare to dream. The unbelievable and hurtful truths crossed your mind and shattered your hope instantly with no hold back. You know that your wasted efforts were long gone. You felt numb and became unconcern about happenings. The horror movies that made your heart throbbed against your ribs, the unsightly cockroaches that crawl and annoying rattling of lizards no longer scare you. You know you had been through the worst of all and nothing else can make you fear of.
The little heart that used to race stopped racing. Pounding constantly to keep life going only. You are lost in a deep forest, praying hard that fairy tales and prince charming exist but they don't. You refused to wake up to reality because you are still holding on to your beliefs. You shut off from the outside world, you need no advisers. You froze your heart and no warmth can ever melt it.
Every breathe you take, keep your life going. Hopeless and without a soul. You don't wish to care any further. You pretended to be tough. Pretentious requires determination. You had to put on a show throughout and there's no retake. No one could ever handle numerous heartbreaks in a month, you made it. That makes you fearless.
Pain fades through time. Keep your faith moving. I believe that, I really do.
P/S: Random thoughts, random post. This may or may not be me. Comments are welcome but not for now. Pls take note that this is a pre-post.
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