Dream catchers

Sleepy

I'm freaking sleepy. I slept for hours and it's never enough. I'm done with my luggage packing to Bangkok for tomorrow. It was damn bulky and I had to fold up and squeeze them into a handcarry bad to make conveniences. I should have dumped everything just into one luggage, clip the belt on and that's it. I doubt I'll be shopping alot but I'm pretty sure I'll be eating alot. Gosh, I'm dead tired now. Sleepy monster is summoning me to the bed. Nights, peep.

Long stem strawberries

It's really an enjoyment to eat strawberries at this wee hours. Well, I'm not really an aficionado of strawberries but it does amaze me each time I had a sweet one. I usually buy strawberries from Korea at Takashimaya. It's just a small box that cost about 12 bucks, probably double the price of the usual ones you can get fron neighbourhood supermarket. It's not that easy to find really sweet strawberries, hence I don't really mind much about the price. Afterall, it's the quality that matters. Good food makes one happy.

 

Dad bought a big box of strawberries for us. It wasn't from Korea, somewhere in USA if I hadn't remember wrongly. It was mad sweet and crispy. Crispy isn't a convincing word but I heard crisp. My tummy cramp so badly that I felt as though I was about to go into labour. I was exaggerating obviously, lol. It was slightly better after rounds of medication. Unfortunately, I can still feel the pressure at my tummy.

Make the changes

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking..

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.
Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.


She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present .'

Makeover

27th April 2013
Sometimes all you need is 20 seconds of insane courage. 20 seconds of embarassing bravery.

It's morning brunch with the group (Vivian, Yahui, Sean, Javen, Kaelyn, Brandon, Bf). Seriously, I wasn't the late one. The bad news is, no one's gonna believe me. But it's the FACT and I swear. I'll swear it to myself then. Crying in the deep. Slow traffic as usual. Kith Cafe was so packed that everyone decided to have Skinny Pizza instead. I was totally hopeless. I actually forgotten about the group photo. But it's alright, we gonna party together real soon anyway.

 

I did some shopping for the day. Thank god, I'm the one shopping but not my money spent. Bf was forced to shopped. He has 2 bodyguards, Javen and Sean. Lightning flashed acrossed the sky when everyone gave different advice on colours.

 

Last but not least, I chose the hairstyle for him. Extreme makeover. Muahahaha, credits to myself. We went to M Hotel to meet Edmund. Unfortunately, he was dead drunk by the time we reached. Laugh out loud.

 

That's about it. Have a great day ahead.

 

Cheers,

Pzy

Maybe or so

It's a hectic week for me. I'm busy with work and considerable sick. Poor health haunting me that includes post menstrual syndrome. Then I realized pms can be a serious issue. Poor attitude and patience welled up within unknowingly and unleash at a target only. Apparently, I'm kind to friends. Boyfriend is the best target for me to unleash my potential. Tard is probably the only one who's agreeable to my unreasonable acts. Definitely, I didn't mean to do it. It was unintentionally yet cruel. Honestly, I'm aware that I should not be unreasonable. Unfortunately, I don't feel sorry at all. Not even a teeny weeny bit of it. Sad to say.

There are times I keep things to myself to minimize the damage. Part of it might be due to low level of seriousness. True, I tend to be happy always. The fact is, I AM.

Still, I lie awake in my bed with my eyes open, thinking to myself about recent happenings or deep thoughts. Not pretty often, probably once a mth. It's a cycle. 

Then again, I realized the sense of security lacking in me. I'm guessing alot lately. Maybe I shouldn't, but it all comes naturally. I see it, but I don't feel it. I know it, but I don't sense it. It's contradicting, I know. Or maybe, I don't see the importance of myself or I lack of the confidence.

It takes time, it really does. Something is missing and I'm trying hard to find it. Maybe I'm not searching for it, but waiting for it to appear.

I'm tired and I gonna hit the bed. Night night.

Cheers,

Pzy

Little PSY Gentleman

Everlasting

Living in memories

2nd April 2013

Old times music, more fun than you can hear.

 

It's been really quite a while since we last met. Our working hours can be really chaotic. Tard's working hours is much more unpredictable than mine. Well, at least, I'm working from home. Furthermore, we are both attached, that makes our commitment higher than before. We want times for friends, but at the same time we should not neglect boyfriends too.

 

I've been trying really hard to strike a balance. I meet darling Teng on Friday while Tard on a Tuesday's night. I hardly have time for Mw. In fact, she has no time for me. She's busy with cyber dating and she's flying to Shanghai soon. I'll probably meet her after I'm back from Bangkok. I'm trying real hard to save a weekend for boyfriend. Maybe not the entire weekend. My schedule is pack like mad. In fact, it's crazier than before. Time for friends is never enough.

 

You can see ugly scribbles all over my organiser. I was so busy that I didn't even have the time to write neatly. Oh well, mess can be a beauty at times. I found a solution to resolve the issue. We can go on multi purpose date. I can spend time with friends and boyfriend together. Save the hassale. Double dates, triple dates, so on and on. It was an awesome idea.

#Lan Zhou La Mian

 

Tard reached earlier and she went to buy ice-cream milk tea from KOI for me. She's so dear to heart. Most importantly, it's FREE. Oh ya, she owed me Daily Scoop. I must really grab a chance to claim my ice-cream from the boss.

 

We had cravings for Xiao Long Bao. This outlet is really nice if you are not looking for high class restaurant. It's the quality of food that matters. Ambience matters a little at times. That depends. We don't really mind about flies or ants crawling all over the table. Flies came to us even when we were in office. This is absurd but true, I swear.

#With Tard

#Yummies

 

We decided to make our way to town when we met Mw at the bus stop. Oh gosh, she looked so shag and tired that I barely recognized her. I bet her soul left her body. We took a bus and met a stalker. He was absolutely a pervert taking videos of us. He should be glad that Tard hadn't wallop him. Played pool and home sweet home. Sweet moments never last, it lives in memories.

 

With loves,

Pzy

Came across

It was really sweet when I was blogging via hp and I came across this little image from my darling. Hugs, cya on Friday.

Malacca

23rd - 24th March 2013

All I really want to do is spend my life travelling the world, reading books that take my breath away, drinking all kinds of tea.

 

It's a random weekend at Malacca. 'Random' sounds wrong. We took an evening bus and were caught in a jam for hours. It was within our expectation as it was public holiday the next day. Fortunately, we took the second link that was alot more faster in custom clearance. We reached the place rather late and did a late check-in. We stayed at MIO Boutique Hotel. I overlooked about taking photos. My photo narcissism decrease gradually as time goes by. I summarized it in short, I'm old.

 

MIO Boutique Hotel (Click to navigate to website)

 

The hotel was really beautiful. It was exactly the same as the pictures in the website. He wanted to book Jonker Boutique Hotel initially, but it was fully booked. MIO might be a little out of the place. It's a 15 minutes walk to Jonker Street. It was considerable near for me. It's gonna be really convenient if you are driving thou.

 

We had an early night (Not really early actually, I'm just saying it).

#On Duck Tour Ride

 

We took a duck tour ride around Melaka. There'a nothing much to see except sea, houses and boats. Oh well, at least, it's not in Singapore, probably something new. We took Melaka Revolving Tower. You can skip that if you are really afraid of heights. It went really high up compared to Singapore Flyer or even the Sentosa Sky Tower. It was a great experience.

#A&W

 

We had A&W for lunch. It was a free meal for me because I won a bet. It's gonna be great if there's an A&W outlet in Singapore. Unfortunately, used to be, but no longer available. Awww, sad. We went to the Aquarium. Mmmm, I'm kind of lazy to consolidate photos. Well, I doubt you like to see pictures of fishes. I shall skip the details.

#Piranha

 

#Fish (No idea what fish is that)

#Dessert time

 

We had the black balls. Most of you have tried that I supposed. Not really fantastic in my opinion.

#Water wheel

 

We took a trishaw around Malacca for RM35. It was really great except the fact of carbon monoxide blowing in my face that made me sleepy. Alright, maybe I was sleepy. The trishaw uncle was really nice. He kept taking photos for us. Phototaking made me shag further. Laugh out loud.

#The big ship

#Cow's ride

#The train

 

I was dead tired, I swear. I nearly fell asleep on my way back. Bought the pops (the small little thing wrap in tissue, it pops when it hit the ground). It was mad fun because I kept throwing it at his feet and I pretended that it was unintentionally. Well, it was INTENTIONALLY. Rofl. Had a quick shower and took an hour nap. More than an hour, I supposed. We headed to Jonker's street.

 

It was an interesting place. You'll find beautiful handicraft, finger food, bubble tea or even accessories. I love their ice-cream(s). They had this egg-like ice-cream in plum flavour. I love plums to core. Oh, it reminds me of my favourite plum shot in Zouk. Yummies. I love their fried breaded ice-cream. They have teas that comes in different flavours. AWESOME.

#Jonker Street at night

 

It was getting late and we packed supper back to hotel. Great food everywhere, cheap and tasty. It's so hard to give it a miss. I had difficulty resisting the temptation. Slept like a log after a tiring day.

#Nyonya Museum

 

Remember the drama series "The Little Nyonya" we watched on television. They have a Nyonya Museum in Malacca. You should take a look. It's a real house of a peranakan. The owner of the house converted it into a musuem for visiting. We had tradition nyonya dishes and famous chicken rice for lunch.

#Drawing

 

I came across a bubble tea shop with grafittis on the wall. Just get a drink and you will get the access to chalks for drawing. I'm good with drawing, yeah. I can see my masterpiece from far.

#My Masterpiece

 

Home sweet home. It was an awesome trip to Malacca. I seriously didn't expect Malacca to be so fun.

 

Have a nice day ahead.

 

Cheers,

Pzy

Forever treasured

19th April 2013

You may seemed unimportant, but believe me, you are treasured.

 

Time flies and it's been ten years. The days we had seemed short and vivid living in my mind as though it was only yesterday. Then I remembered the old days when we were seated in the same class, fighting around and laughing at one another when we were being punished or sent to detention corner. They are so simply, yet dear to my heart.

 

They never fail to put a bright smile on my face.

#Renhui & I

 

Our friendship lasted for 10 yrs, still counting on. We'll never stop counting. Looking back at the old school days, I realised we changed alot. Teng used to be a bubbly girl who craps alot with me is now a mother of two. Rh used to be one of the so-called "multi girlfriends" guy has taken a liking to foreign market now. Oops, hope he doesn't read this. He's bound to remove my head. But it's ok, we joke about rubbish all the time.

 

He's going away for a year. I think I'll miss him. I believe Teng does miss him even though we can be really disappointed with his doings at times. Friendship is never measured with the good and bad deeds, but the bondings and time we had together. No matter what good or bad he had commited, he's our friend. That is something called forever.

 

 

 

#Me and Darling

 

We may not contact for weeks, months or even a year. Believe it or not, our friendship lives forever. We will still be there for you after a year. Keep looking forward into the future. Do what's right. Learn to resist unnecessary temptation and you will never go wrong. No matter what happens, bear in mind, you have us. We may bickle, fight and bully one another at time, but our friendship stays strong. Good luck, my friend.

 

Let's watch another funny horror movie when you are back. It's gonna be my treat. Hugs.

 

With loves,

Pzy

A journey

21st April 2013

Happiness isn't a a destination, it's a journey.

 

We went to attend a wake this evening. It was the father of our good friend, wl. The news came really sudden when a group chat was created. No one knows the exact details of what happened. We made our way there to spend some time with her. I'm glad to know that she's strong.

 

Life's short and unpredictable. We can never tell what's gonna happen the next day or in future. We must learn to treasure what we have and not regret after it's gone. There's no turning back in life, we can only look beyond and move ahead.

 

 

 

#Me, Ss, Hy

 

We had a chat at the wake with wl and the rest before we headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza for dinner.

 

 

#Me and Hy

 

We had a simple dinner because Huiyee was dying to loose weight. It's been quite a while since I saw her posts in FB regarding weight loss. Apparently, she's gaining weight. Hopefully she doesn't read this, else I'd be in deep shit. I guess I really need to shed some weights. Unfortunately, I'm not motivated to do so. I had been slacking my weekends away, munching and sleeping. It sounded too good to be true, but it's the entire truth.

 

Had a great weekends with gfs.

 

Cheers,

Pzy

Fatso

I've been eating too full, sleeping too much lately. It's so sinful because fats is finding it's way into my body. Oh gosh! I'm fat!

40 pairs

Finally, it's here. I had been waiting impatiently for its arrival. SHOE RACK, that's right. You got no idea how much I love buying shoes. I like sandal, wedges, heels, platform, loafers. I have so many pairs of shoes that I have a shoe rack of my own. I have 40 pairs of shoes. One shoe rack is insufficient for all. Hence, I got a brand new one. It sounded pretty ridiculous, but yeah, I have 2 shoe racks of my own. I gonna arrange my shoes tonight. I SIMPLY LOVE THAT.

... never enough

Epic faces

Finally, I managed to get my lazy butt out of the bed. It's my dream to sleep like log throughout the weekend. In fact, it's all time favorite. Had dinner with bf and played a game that's pretty scary. We were dying to draw each other's face. Well, desperately actually. We played scissors paper stone and I lost 9 rounds out of 10. I'm not an idiot definitely. I made a change of plan. We drew poker cards instead. Hohoho, my luck got slightly better. Our faces were so epic. This is classic.

Attached

This is random, I know. But I just wanna say it so badly. I'm finally attached. My parents were pretty happy about the good news because they were always fretting about me being left on the shelf unwanted, lol. Its been quite a while, not that long, probably 2 weeks. I informed Teng early in the morning and that probably freaked her out. She must be wondering if I'm out to play a big joke on her. Teng sounded surprise and really curious about details. Curious is probably just a better word for busybody. She's gonna kill me after reading this.

I have rashes and it's kind of bad. It's not gonna heal in any time because I'm so lazy to apply medication to the infected areas. I just wanna sleep right after I shower and snooze all the way like I need not work at all. Its gonna be so enjoyable. That's what I did over the weekend. Nothing much except sleeping and eating. It's a splendid weekend because I had my favorite xiao long bao at Chinatown for dinner. I had been craving for that despite ants crawling all over the old grayish wall. Bf made noises about ants and hygiene issues. I just pretended as though I was listening. In fact, they vanished before entering my ears. Lalalalala, I'll just probably leave him home alone the next time if he ever repeat the same old thing like a broken radio.

I finally had light programmes after the heavy and tedious planning for the past few months. I'm glad I had simple activities because my nose and windpipe are killing me. It might be due to stress at work or terrible weather that caused my nose to bleed. I can't breathe properly at times. Lesser stress improves health.

I'm so upset because I didn't get to see Teng on Friday. Like-a-sad. I felt as though something amiss. I gonna be busy this coming weekend again as usual.

Have a great day.

Like a girl

The moment

Lovely dad

It's so nice to have a lovely dad who stocks up ice-cream for his daughters. Oh daddy, you're awesome. Hugs.

Endless bouquets

Disclose

I hope you are not doing all these because you are worried that I'll disclose your secret. I know what's right and wrong. I never intend to ruin your happiness right from the beginning. I won't bear to do so. Not in the past, not now, not in the future. If you are afraid that I'll spill the beans one day, don't be, I won't. I'm not that sort of person. I'll be glad for you if you really feels happier and better this way.

The old you

Things are turning really sour at this point. In fact, I'm utterly disappointed in you especially when you turned your back against me. It wasn't within my expectation but still leaving me in bewilderment. The truth is, I know everything. I mean it when I said that. Best part is, I knew it right from the beginning. Your every acts and details are vividly caught in my mind. I was disgusted by your actions and I never expect you to have done that, then again, I thought to myself...

 

You are my beloved girlfriend and I still treasure you despite knowing the ugly side of you. I tried to remain neutral and not judge you by your doings because I believe everything happens for a reason. I can sense that you are badly hurt by the entire incident even though you put on a tough look not giving a damn about it. I kept quiet and not rubbed salt on your wound. Then, you killed the upright you in my memory. I would never ever expect you to cross that fire line because you assure me in person that you hadn't done it. The fact is, you had done it. 

 

I was really upset when you sounded disappointed in me, assuming that I was giving up on you, not trusting you just because I was attached, maybe not. I no longer have the ability to differentiate what's the real you. I chose not to doubt you, giving you the benefits of doubt. I treated you like my real friend despite your mistakes. I close an eye towards your little action when I know it shouldn'tbe that way. Now, the pot is calling the kettle black.

 

Am I the one deserting you?

Am I the one not trusting you?

Am I the one giving up on you?

 

No, you are.

 

I'm speechless if that's how you see me. I like the old you. The one who speaks her heart, being blunt with words of knives but kind hearted, treasuring every little bits of sweetness and smile heartily. I miss that girl, but not the current one who live in hatred and jealousy. 

Wee hours

I had a great time with Ah Tard. Swearing and cursing like it's never gonna end. Sad to say, it's all about bf. Aww, sound like-a-sad but it's really true. It's a fantastic feeling after all. We slacked at Coffee Bean the entire evening at Holland Village. Gosh, I simply love that place for the great variety of food. My favorite snowball, currently known as yakult is just a stone throw distance away. Cafe operating till wee hours and ice cream at convenience. Oh yeah, I burnt a hole in my wallet for this month. I shopped too much and it happened to be birthday(s) month. I am declaring bankrupt officially. Sad laughs.

Always loved

29th March 2013
There's always somebody that loves you always.

It's finally a special day for us to hangout. I really miss the old school days much like hell even though they like to make fun of my awkward moments.

We were stuck in a human congestion at the custom for almost two hours. Fortunately we have Qian. She managed to cut the queues like a boss.

We went Citysquare and decided to give Ksl a miss due to the terrible traffic. I declared bankrupt in less than an hour. Teng and Qian became my financial consultant. In fact, Teng was my walking ATM and Jian Wang was joking about being a walking money exchanger. That pretty makes them a perfect pair.

It's a great day for shopaholic like me. Oh yeah. Packed my shopping looks and home sweet home.

Cheers,
Pzy

Keep moving

I try, try, try and fail. Only then will I learn and improve the way to do things.

I go, go, go and trip. I stand up, brush off my knees, look back at what I tripped over so I know what to look out for in the future. Now I don't have to trip over those things again.

I run faster and faster and faster, then miss I miss my turn and have to go back and try again. But now I know what signs to look for to keep me moving in right direction.

I go alone, alone, alone until I find someone on the same path and we decide to run together. I share all my falls, trips and missed turns so they can benefit from my effort. They tell me about all their falls, trips and missed opportunities so I can learn from their experiences.

Then together, we can run faster, straighter and more confidently to the place we want to go.

From my beloved bestie...

Best photo montage

Isn't it sweet to have a photo montage with beautiful memories?