So crazy

I'm feeling so crazy!!!

Limit

From the moment you started to lie, I could sense it.
From the moment I sense it, I started to play blind.
From the moment I play blind, I will never expose.
From the moment I never expose, I decided not to forgive.

You and your lies.

Unknowingly

The world is realistic, that includes the human beings living on land. True, we may be part of the world, but our thoughts differ from one another. Our cultures were read differently and interprete in a different way. Just take a look around you, you can never understand one entirely. We speak the same language but we work in a different manner. I'm losing faith in everything but no one knows. No one can read my mind, not even the close ones. Just because I appear to be bubbly and happy doesn't prove anything. Who knows, it might just be a form of cover or could it be, I'm truely happy.

Why humans read differently?

We tend to interprete others differently. Being stereotype in our own way and made wrong judgement. Take a count and look around, ponder deeply about the number of true friends and kins you can find. I want everyone around me to be happy, even if they ain't my close friends. I tried to make the world happy, well, at least my little world.

Why must people be superficial?

We always look at others from the surface, that's what we called first impression. She's wrong when she doesn't wear a skirt or a dress. He is so wrong just because he wore a dress. Looking like a bitch make her a loose woman. Bastard alike make him a playboy. It is shallow.

I'm so losing faith.

I'm so losing confidence.

Unknowingly.

I might not be good enough, but I never failed my role. No matter who I am, where I am.

People change eventually.

A brand new year

Happy New Year

May you have a blissful and happy journey ahead. Be optimistic in everything you do. You will never fail unless you choose to give up. Good luck.

Damn world

I had been encountering terrible moodswing for quite some time. I should probably say it's a month or more. I would get furious at myself for not having any temper. I always tried to be nice to people around me till I began to find myself dumb. I always wonder if it's necessary or just me being dumb. I always give in at all times, whether is it besties, good friends or just a normal friend. Well, they just showed me attitude when they are upset over their personal. They just done it without knowing that they are being rude. I tried to turn a deaf ear and blind eye on their terrible attitude, or even personal attack (c'mon, it's endless attacksssss). No matter how terrible are the comments I've heard, I always try to stay calm and get over it as soon as I can. It was then, I realised it had become a habit of them to do so-and-so. Though I remained quiet, it doesn't mean they should continue either. Today, I can take it no more. I just wanna flare up.

Each time they had bad encounters, I had never failed to play my role well at all times. Right now, I'm facing the darkest moment in my life, and they only care about themselves. It's damn selfish of their act. Instead, they still expect me to show concern in their life. I'm just so disappointed in these people.

What the hell is wrong with the world?

Damn.

Stress

I'm so stressed up.

Constantly changing

5th January 2012

A change can be sweet and bitter.

A fine thursday night where we met up for dinner at Plaza Singapura. The main objective is not about dinner but to buy a lovely gift for Teng's newborn baby lele. Teng, you better be touched and make sure your heart melt the way an ice-cream melt under the scorching hot sun. May the clouds bring you to the seventh heaven and make you float like you are in the air. I'm just exagerating so bear with me.

As usual, the Huiyee is forever unreliable. She was never punctual, never ever. I'm so worried for her future boyfriend or husband who might risk waiting for her till they collapse on the ground. Wait a minute, it was part of my mistake. Huiyee will never let guys wait on her, she will hit the meeting place right on dot. How unbelievable...

Ss and I went to buy baby's present. Haha, we even thought to ourselves if Teng need those necessaties for milking etc. Oops, so sorry Teng. Ss and I were just being curious about how it works. Ss was very turned off to know that the present wrappers at precious thot cost $2.90 per sheet. Her face turned as green as lime. Anyway, Ss decided to do the wrapping on her own (which she ended up not wrapping it at all).

Only MinWee reached Swensen on time. Ss and I already had our salad.

Huiyee who claimed that she will reached at 6pm finally reached at 8pm. Horrible, terrible and incredible. We just can't be bothered with her. We already placed our order etc. She must be expecting some birthday surprise. Haha, I guessed it's rather disappointing for her. Well, she's officially 24 by now. January baby though.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN HUIYEE

May you stay happy, cheerful and optimistic at all times just like the way you do.

Love you.

We played basketball at the arcade. It was so shiok and I seriously had a fun time.

What an enjoyable day!

Have a nice day too.

Cheers,

Pzy

Amazing bond

Human bonds work in an amazing way. People always thought to themselves about what brought them together and drift them away without realising the main causes and reasons behind everything. Human are greedy, they expect the best of both world. They want your trust but at the same time betraying your trust. They seemed really good, but deep within you never know. They thought that it is right for you to share the good with them whereas they never realise it is not a must to do. Before they even bother to reflect, they put the blame on you. If you are unwilling to share your heart, how do you expect someone else to share their heart with you. You don't even bother to open up yourself to your closest person and you shouldn't expect good return because you just don't deserve it. I'm just so wordless, speechless and disappointed.

Till then...

Pzy

Fearless

A simple gesture create perfections, yet a single word ruin and break you apart.
You live a blissful day when hallucination invade you like a bullet train.
Desolation enter your world when your dreams and hope cease without a trail.
Go against the wind and never collapse before your foe.

Take the lead

Take the good with the bad, smile with the sad.
Love what you've got and remember what you had.
Always forgive but never forget.
Learn from mistakes, never regret.

Detraction

6th January 2012

The promising life that lies beneath youth.

Life can be a miracle. It's just a blink away and we were all grown-ups. Despite the diminishing of youth, we absolutely can't feel the loss. It's been eight years of friendship. Well, it's a strong and well structured ship that last long and steady. Fate spinned us round and got us together in this small world. We had never been in the same class. We all came from different classes and yet we managed to bond together like the old times.

Whether my friends knew me well or not, I'm forever potrayed to be a party girl (which I'm not). They got this concept probably due to influence of Mw. I must really clarify on this that she's the real party girl. Anyway, it was a very last minute decision to go Phuture. It's Berlin who brought the heat. Off we go.

I seriously had difficulty in making Ss dance. She just refused to move, no matter how Berlin tried to make her dance, she remained rooted to the ground. Basically, she moved with the crowded, slow but steady. Mw did her utmost to protect me, good job, Vinegar (her current nick).

We really ran out of options before deciding to make Ss drunk to keep her high. In the end, she remained motionless on the floor. Everyone danced till the world ends while she stood till the party ends. I'm so-going to give up. Anyway, it's not really her fault. She used to do chinese dance and she claimed that she can't get used to the new rhythms. No worries, girl, Mw will do her utmost to make you adapt. Job thrown to Mw.

I seriously need to give Mw some coaching in photography. Her skills...

Sigh.

Look at the crazy one dancing right outside the toilet.

My face was damn red.

It was a great night overall.

Good night.

Cheers,

Pzy

Visual pleasure

22nd December 2011

A simple dinner can be a pleasure.

It was a tiring day for everyone. Y' know, working days never fail to sucks. They not only dampen our beautiful mood, it brings about moodswing too. Anyway, I met up with Ss and Wan Lin. I reached Vivo much earlier than expected. I ended up window shopping. I did thought of getting Ss some Topshop vouchers for her birthday. Unfortunately, she's not a fan of Topshop. I love Topshop and I had been working hard on collecting points for cash rebate redemption. It's not really love, but the discount behind that attracted and caught my attention. Anyway, I'm not a heavy shopper. I cheat my Topshop card through bf. He was forced to buy, while I sign the card under my name willingly.

We went to get Christmas presents for the celebration. I stole the idea from Meiwen though. Gift packs from BodyShop does work. It's cheap and of value. Furthermore the staff gonna do the wrapping for you. It did save me from hassle. In the end, Ss mock me about not being creativity when the whole world did the same as me. I'm much more better than her the least. She bought masks instead. Basically, everyone bought masks for exchange. Instead of gift exchange, it's more like masks exchange in bulks.

We had dinner at Kim Gary.

Ss and bf told me that it was delicious and cheap. Maybe I ordered the wrong dish, I find it so-so only. Probably just average or below. Sad to say, it's a real fact. It was then one of the waiter caught Ss attention. Through the features, he did resemble Jw (Teng's hubby). I'm sure Teng does read my blog once in a while. She'd be shock to read this. Well, 70% alike to be exact. Worst, Ss kept her eye on him that made him felt so awkward. She insisted that it was Jw and wondered why he wasn't giving us a friendly wave. The waiter must have thought that Ss was trying to hit on him. Lol.

I shall let the pictures update you more instead.

My curry was very spicy and I seriously can't take it. Anyway, I realised all the dishes looked yellowish. Haha. I'm more or less done with this short and simple post. Shall update again.

Cheers,

Pzy

Forever 21

I wanna be Forever 21.

Play hard when it's the time.
Shop like I own the world.
Party like there's no tomorrow.
Get crazy like the way I've done before.

The gift of life

7th January 2012

A new beginning of a life represents a new start.

I had a terrible night. My feet were pain and sore after dancing through the night. Credit goes to Meiwen, Berlin not Qian. In fact, Qian was dragged there by me. We party through the night and I ended up drunk in an awkward way. I left my camera with Meiwen. Before setting of the Teng's house, I went to Mw's place to claim my camera back. She then filled me up with bits and pieces that I can't really remember. Wow, that's quite a number of amazing facts. My toes hardly had any feelings despite a night of powerful sleep. Worst, one of my toe nail broke. Fortunately, I managed to mend it back. Slaps head.

We met Huiyee at Serangoon and took a bus to Teng's place. Her son is called Lele and he resembles his dad. Or I should probably say Jiajia too resembles daddy. So cute.

That's Jiajia and Lele.

I'm sure Jiajia loves Ss and I the most. She was very afraid of Huiyee. Our proud Auntie Huiyee claimed that she was good and lovable among kids. I began to suspect that eventually. Jiajia twitched her eyes each time Huiyee tried to get close.

 

Laiteng and her 2 pieces of gems. Mmmm, I'm hoping to see a third one. Teng claimed that engine was closed. No no no, OBJECTIONS. Hahaha, she surely bound to faint and collapse when she sees this. Kids are all angel before the age of 5. Their monstrous behavior protude after 5 and it's always parent greatest headache. It's really hard and tedious to raise a kid. Lots and lots to be planned. Teng, I sincerely wish you all the best. I know she needs to take care of many. Meanwhile, I want her to enjoy her life too.

Jiajia was so cute. Credit to myself! Haha.

Jiajia was frightened of Huiyee. She refused to accept hugs and kisses from Huiyee. Funniest part, she crawled away when Huiyee attempt to move an inch towards her. She would crawl to her mum, run to Ss or sat on my laps for extra protection. Huiyee was very upset about it. She can't convince herself why was that happening. Her willpower stayed strong and she decided to buy Jiajia over with sweets. Jiajia paid no attention to her despite her performance of whistling candies.

Jiajia stepping backward while her ah ma force her into with Huiyee.

It was later on, I helped Huiyee's out. We played a game of London Bridge is falling down. Huiyee and Ss as a bridge while I played along with Jiajia. We sang song and look stupid in the public. Breaking ice session was successful. Jiajia awkwardly and allowed herself in a picture with Huiyee happily.

Guess who's doing?

Jiajia, you must remember, it's Auntie Huiyee's doing. Haha, jk.

Finally, they had something in common. Videos and pictures built the bond.

We had ice pop. It's an old time favourite yums. I always remembers sucking and chewing on ice pop while I was on my way home with friends after school. It's just so old time and made me think of it and miss it much.

Teng was changing the diapers. I did took a picture of poos and Hy requested me to tag to her in facebook. It was seriously unglamourous and I decided not to pollute my album for Hy's sake. Mmmm, but I might considered sending the picture to Hy someday. Lol.

We then went to Plaza Singapura. We played arcade. I finally found the best ever challenger in arcade. We played basketballs and Ss was wondering why were are paying to torture ourselves. It was fun though. We bought ourselves Starbucks. I love my mocha ice-blended. I love chocolate with cofee. It's a perfect mix.

We headed to Paradiz to play pool and headed to Bangkit to meet Mw coz I was in a terrible mood. Hy went seperate way instead. She was heading home. We ended up bitch at the void deck till late. I was really upset but the bitch talk successful distract me and I ended up bitching with Mw leaving Ss stunned and full of questionares. It was a chilly night though. The wind was mad cooling and it chilled our spines.

Have a nice day.

With loves,

Pzy