As simple as that

It's 5 plus, almost 6am in the morning. I'm feeling great apart from the fact that I'm physically unwell at the moment. Greatest credit goes to the awesome rainy weather we have. I'm currently under semi-retirement scheme. True, I'm too young for that. I made some changes to my work life and decided to give myself a break. After years of hard work, I believe I deserve that short break. I reduced my workload by half exactly and I decided to relax throughout the year before I kick off again. I want to rest and read some books, maybe sort out my thoughts at the same time. I want to have a cup of coffee or tea, scribbling some notes or diaries at a cafe and watch the moving crowd. I want to reorganise my life. Simple plan, simple life.

Vitamins

The weather is killing me rapidly from inside especially after I was back from my Taiwan trip. It was warm before taking off to Taiwan. The weather was cooling upon my arrival. Mountain areas can be really cold at night and temperature dropped to 14 degree Celsius during my last two days when my rashes broke out. I coughed throughout the night as if my airway had been blocked. I am feeling restless because I am having a terrible migraine. Fortunately, I gonna knock off before 6pm today. I intend to go for a slow jog, pop a panadol and have some vitamin C before I hit the bed. 

Swarovski

Feeling happy because I had gotten my new Swarovski pen. It's just a plain pen but I always wanted one just because it has crystals. It's time to buy a new organiser for 2014 and I haven't got the time to do so. My bestie, Jason, gotten me a diary for events (referring to big events). It was really thoughtful of him. Definitely, I'm not going to use it for work purpose. I'll be getting another organiser for work instead. Hopefully, Samsung Tab 3 is available for recontract by the end of this year. Otherwise, I'll probably target other new models.

I was crying away, writing a log a few days back. It was a heavy issue to me. I posted and deleted it away because I didn't want it to reflect badly causing confusion to those who are not aware of the context. I was so sad and had no one to talk to. Bf just started work and I did not want to affect him. Teng has 2 monstrous kid to coup with while Tard was at oversea.

The log was posted for merely an hour and I received a touching note from Teng. It was really comforting, it might not help me entirely but I'm glad I'm not facing it alone. My mental broke down that night and I had to call bf. I did not tell him what happen over the phone, I just kept crying (I'm a cry baby actually). He packed his bag and made his way to my place right away. I told him that I wanted coke (I'm really referring to Coca-Cola) while he was on his way in the cab (I was still crying). He was probably puzzled. I was crying on Doraemon's head(big, hard and sturdy enough for me to cry with high absorbency) when he reached my place. Then I made him buy McDonald set meal for me. I was puzzled  too, but that does make me feel slightly better.

Maybe the issue is over, but it does land me in deep thoughts still. I am feeling moody still (on and off) and I get rid of that issue going roundabout in my head. I try not to think much about it by packing the mess in my room.

It's been raining for days and the weather is cold. I have been coughing for 2 days and I believe flu is attacking me soon. The rashes on my legs and arms are killing me (itchy). I'm scratching like a monkey. 

Work bitch