Be back soon

My dear darling, please be back soon. I'm about to suffocate to death at any time. I know you must have thought that my butt itch badly for posting this unglamorous photo but I'm really freaking upset. This is probably the only photo that can stop me from crying for the longest period. My mental state is breaking down soon and I can't handle this alone with issues from 4 different people and 1 anonymous who has been haunting me for years. Can you promise to treat me waffle with 2 scoops of ice-cream? T.T