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Without the parachute

16th February 2014
There comes a time when the mind takes a higher plane of knowledge but can never prove how it got there. 

It's been quite a while since I met up with them due to my hectic work life. My schedule was so packed that I could hardly read it off from my organiser. My ugly handwriting ain't the cause of it because it was an electronic organiser. The fact is, my handwriting is bad with considerations to many who are unable to read what I had wrote for them. 

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#Breakfast at Hatched

It's the nature of my job. Not only that, I have 2 swollen bumps on my finger because I write too much. The bumps swell and goes off for only a short while before coming back. The bumps are bad because bf often asked me about it. It got worse recently. I have needle poked holes on my palm and even neck because of paper. I had no idea how I got them, some of them were lame. It's seriously ugly.

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#With Mw at Airshow

We had breakfast at Holland Village before making our way to the airshow. My bestie, Jason, forever problematic when comes to meet up. Meet, not meeting, meet later, meet at this or there. He never made up his mind and that's why we always got stranded in the middle of nowhere. Hahaha, we got used to it for quite a long while.

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#Airshow

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#Heart



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#Coloured

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#Mw, Jason and I

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#With my bestie

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#A family shot

I had little knowledge about planes and helicopters. I only had a few rides on them in my entire life. Apparently, I'm not rich enough to fly anywhere I want. Oh ya, I wanna point out something from the picture. Holy shit! I'm f***king  fat. I look d*** f***king fat in the photos. You gotta be surprise at my weight. I was 50 or 51kg when the photo was taken. Not many believes my weight because I was short. Well, some comfort me calling me petite thinking that might make me feel better.

Oh pls, I don't really care about that. It's a fact that I'm fat and I won't feel any better lying to myself that I'm petite. Rofl. Definitely, I shed some weights. I got freaking fat because of stress. Yep, I look stress free most of the time because I loves to play and hang around with crazy friends. The truth is, I'm stress. It doesn't mean I'm not just because I don't say it.

Everyone has their own stress but the only way to resolve the problems is to face up to it. You can rant to your good friends always but it makes no point if you keep ranting without doing anything. It's just gonna be just rant and I find it really pointless. Next, I don't wanna make my problem into the burden of the others because its just so unfair.

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#On the helicopter

Back to my problem of fats, rofl. I shed 3kg and I'm 47kg now. Still fat for my height, definitely. Bf never complains about my mass because he was in a worse destitute than me. Oh yeah, he gained 10 kg (oh yeah, ah-ha) in less than a year because of my leftovers. Well, I hear giggles when people realised his horrifying weight gain. I like that. 

Age is catching up fast and I'm getting old. In terms of looks and behaviour. I love to sleep alot nowadays. One more thing, I need to get a hair cut. My locks are getting thicker each day. It's the fringe that bothers me the most. I'm not sure if I should snap it and have bangs or continue with my side fringe. I have really thick hair and my fringe is heavy. 

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#With the heavy weapon

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#Masked men

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#Happy gathering

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#Yummies

We had a great dinner together. I was really glad to know that Jason (my bestie) had picked up so many skills within such a short while. He survived a great ordeal and he knows that his road ahead is gonna be tough. Still, he never give up and strive his best. It's my honour to have such a great friend like him.

We went our own ways after the scrumptious dinner.

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#Udders

I had ice-cream at Udders with bf before heading home. 

Cheers,
Pzy

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