See!
I like nothing about guard duty. It makes life sucks. I see no point making tired soldiers executing routine walks/checks every few hours in the middle of the night during weekend. I mean what's there to check? In the middle of the night, all I could thought of were disgusting insects and floaters (I'm not gonna say it, you should know what it is) It's absurd. I'm glad to be a girl and I'm elated to be myself, otherwise I'll be one of them carrying out guard duties. I enjoy telling bf "It sux to be you!" and he usually shrugs, giving cold stares and tickles me to death.
LIKES / DISLIKES
As I've mention(well for damn long), I gonna blog about my LIKES and DISLIKES about my bf. Actually, it's not really very interesting but it's for my own diary record (haha). You may read but I wish to see no horrible comments. Keep it to yourself if you have. Thanks =)
I knew my bf from work. Mmm, I worked at OG after my Os (Auntie place, I know. Yet, great pay). Bf was working there too. Oh man, you not gonna believe what I'll be typing next. He was an absolute Bugsy (Bugs Bunny) then. He had bucked tooth sticking outward and undoubtedly, he had difficulty closing his lips at times.
O-Oh, I think he will kill me after reading. Please don't and I promise to give you 100 bucks?
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RUPIAH, HAHAHAHAHAHA!
We became friends after that. Unfortunately, I'm badly harassed by a guy. Lets name him S. I'm not saying I'm a stunning hot looking chick or what. Honestly, I look quite sucky few years back. I doubt you ever want to see. It's horrifying till an extend that a hater of mine made use of my unglamorous photo(s) and post them all over forum. Till today, I still believe that the hater is someone I suspected to be executing this terrible act on me. I had no idea what this hater dislike about me. I might be loud, but I never harm anyone. So.... let's drop this topic.
I'm frightened by S. He waited for me at my bus stop(s), stalked me, bought me chocolates, sent me mushy messages using unknown number (scariest part). Well, I'm still green then. Furthermore, S was rather "mature"; near to 30s.
Each time S tried to get near me, I'll get bf to save me. I was rather grateful to him because I'm really scared. School term's beggining soon, I quitted OG's position and worked @ Cafe Cartel. Amazingly, bf was willing to work with me. Poor me being petite, can't carry heavy plates.
Hey hey, it's not easy alright. I'm just 1.55m and you gotta understand how heavy the plates are. Well, well, it's easy to carry 2 plates at a time, how about 4 big ones?
It's killing me man.
Bf helped me (as usual). I had a colleague at work, let's name him B. Amazingly, B asked me out on a date. I guess I'm sort of jinx during that period. All sorts of bloomers (Tao Hua) approached me. Undoubtedly, not all are great. Great ones hardly approach me. Someday/One day, bf knew about B dating me and he came over and say "NO, you can't go out with him." I thought to myself, "Must be Fucking Siao already".
Anyway, I did not went on a date with B. Hey, I'm not very easy. Okok, I shan't use the word "easy". I'm quite conservative then. Lao kok kok sort, laughs. Our friendship went on and on till the day I became his gf. Everything was great and we seldom fight.
Life was great except during times when "someone" purposely picked on me. I had the most terrible time in my entire life, I swear. I was being accused times and times again. Giving stares or blogging bad about someone when I DID NOT. Telling untruth tales to your ***( I shan't tell). You're such a pathetic whiner, should you be ashame of yourself. Someone (not refering to bf) chose to protect the black sheep and lie through his teeth. Go ahead then, you gonna be guilty. Heaven's will punish you for your impudent act. I'm fucking damn sick all these happenings.
My friends all knew I'm sort of qiak (hokkien). A little like chilli padi. I seldom cry easily without a reason. At then, our relationship was strained. I thought of using break-ups to resolve these issues. I'll hide under my blanket draining my tears into pillow. My heart ache whenever I recall. I felt someone stepping on my pride. Probably, worst than dog.
Laiyan, my best bud came into my life. She's a nice girl who crap with me like there's no fucking tomorrow. We can chat over phones for 6 hours, probabaly 12 hours when we met. We went to place like Bkk and went through thick and thin in hater issues. We had same interest and did FYP together. I'm grateful to her. She brought me happiness using our frequency. She used to be quiet and amicable. She turned into a bird and chilli padi No.2 after knowing me. I'll cried to her each time I suffer. Instead of telling me not to cry, we'll hurled vulgarities at the devils and bring out our best sarcasm skills. We'll mocked at them and laughed like mad throughout the conversation.
Thanks to Laiyan, I no longer feel morose and sullen. I guess I'm just being too used to their childish lowdown act. Basically, I despise them to the max. Even wolf has more humanity. Since then, I no longer cry under my blanket. Instead, I thought about ways to protect myself.
There were times, I tortured my bf mentally. Honestly, I thought to myself "He owes me!". In fact, he owes me nothing. It's not his fault afterall. It's the devils.
Over the years, he brought me to different places; Genting, Hongkong, Bangkok, Australia, Japan. He even gave me money during my Bangkok trip with Zy and Ly in 2008, when he can't even bear to buy himself a new pair of sneakers.
He never fail to overlook anything that I need. In Japan, he took great care of me. He carried my luggages into subway, over escalators, across the streets despite it weights 15kg when he had his own lugggage too. He made no complaints.
We faced communication barrels yet he never fail his duty. He ordered food for me before his. He gave me the best piece of meat and the tastiest bowl of hot soup. It was 12 midnight in Japan, I was busy msn-ing Laiyan and felt hungry. Despite typhoon, he went out on his own to buy me food. He even urged me to stay indoor (not to open door for stranger, blablabla) since I'm feeling wobbly after a long day. I felt so touched when he came back drenched. I'm really touched and began to worry if he's feeling well. It's better to be late than never. Coughs!
His stupidity made me laugh as if there's no tomorrow. His naiveness nearly made him slaughtered by me when he walked me to the wrong subway exit. Grrrr!
He paid for most of my expenses in Japan. Indeed, I was grateful and guilty. It's true that JP is freaking expensive. I've never pinned my hope on a splendid meal. Yet, he always told me not to worry and eat all I can.
People like to asked me how much I spend on every single travelling trips. I always had difficulty in answering as I failed to calculate. I know there were people who choose not to believe that my bf paid for my share. In fact, it's not about believing but being a real fact. C'mon, I'm not born in a rich family so is he. He slogged hard during his days in SQ (workplace), and splurge all his income on me. His colleagues likes to remind about how fortunate I was. I knew of course.
His colleagues, not one by 3 or 4 mentioned to me how smart, efficient and hardworking he is. Hey hey, I am too. I was told that he worked OT almost every night so that he could bring me to Australia. All these are just so unforgettable.
You guys should have understand how a poor girl like me get to step foot in Aussie, JP and HK in just 4 months.
Hey Hey!
Please don't mistaken that I'm a vagrant. Not to that extend yet.
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Probably soon.
He made me wear thicker when the weather was cold. He bought me gloves when my fingers were numb. He bought me anything I fantasized even though they are not practical. For instance, Minnie Mouse hairband (for me to act cute once in a while) and developing all the photos taken. He bought me bottles of perfume when he only had one. He bought me watches when I spotted them to my liking.
Bf is perfectly nice to my family. He used to cook meals in the past (nt now since he's serving NS- tired... Awwwww!) There was once when my parents went overseas, my sister was unwell. He cooked chicken diced carrot porridge for my sister. He fixed and set up router/modem in my house. He even did connection settings for my sister. He carries 8 bottles of coke/wintermelon tea (1.5 litres) to my house just because I never like plain water. He brings me for Swensen or Cartel breakfast just because I like American breakfast. He queued for 1hr at Goodwood Park as I adore durian mooncake like mad addict. He drove me to clinic whenever I'm sick. He forced my mouth open like a hippopotamus and flood my ulcer with watermelon seeds. Oh that's disgusting. He woke up in the middle of the night to cook me noodles or make me prata(this amazed my mum the most).
Honestly, I torture him physically and mentally. Alright, I'm terrible but happy at the same time. I meant no harm. Sometimes, I might just scream aloud and do all sorts of retard actions/stunts to seek his attention. For instance, he neglects me when he's gaming with friends online. I will lie on the bed and claim ALOUD that I want to sleep. He will urge me to "Run along. Go sleep". Next, I'll turned into a whiner going on with my grouchy "HMPHS...HMPHS...".Finally, I got his attention. He will come to me and asked "Yes, what you want now?". I'll made him play cards or Monopoly with me. We always place bets like 2 bucks or a meal that kind. Being a sore loser (with him only), I'll just steal his cards or cheat all I can to win.
I always thought he would tell his friends how monstrous his gf is. I'm amazed, he actually told his friends and colleagues that I'm a great gf. He even told them my kindhearted by nature despite my "feminine" (that means not so lo) gesture. Feeling proud now, haha.
I received letters from SIM. I'm worried about the school fees and was pondering to give up or not. Bf forked out his entire savings for me, saving a few pathetic bucks for himself only. To reduce my stress, he offered to give me a few hundred bucks every month. I'll be guilt-stricken if I were to accept his hard earn Ah Bing Ge's money. Heaven will punish me. I rejected his money in the end, but grateful. On the other hand, I still tempted but I've a clear mind about rights and wrong.
We bickle and he always find me stupid (How can he like this?) and not being knowlegeable all the time.
Yeah, so what? You pick me, isn't it?
Hahaha, it's too late to regret.
He's always sarcastic (Laiyan knew the best). He shows me sarcasm each time I told a wrong/cold joke that's either fucking lame or alien-like. I feel like banging the wall each time he's sarcastic. There were times I feel like flushing him into toilet bowls.
He's happy by nature. He laughs easily and forget unhappiness fast. He never remembers bygone. Bf's just to forgiving at times which made me cross the line.
Anyway, it still benefits me because...
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I'm pampered. Yeah!
Well, my story seems complete yet incomplete. I've summarised everything into the shorstest words. He's the greatest boyfriend. Don't you agree? It's been 4 years and still ongoing. I'm not here to show off how great my bf is (He's not great enough =x). I just wanna remind you and myself that we got to treasure everything that we had. Learnt to give and take at times. No one's perfect in this world. So are you, so am I. Instead of living in the flaws, we should look forward and remember the beautiful. Only the true beauty makes vivid reminiscence.
Have a nice day.
Warmest Regards,
Jeanne
